There's the
HomeAloneMeltdown
WalkingAtTheParkMeltdown
MeltdownWithFriends
FrontDrivewayMeltdown
and MeltdownWhileDriving
I've even had the CallAFriendWhileSobbingAndScreamingMeltdown. Not pretty.
It is something that frankly I am terribly embarrassed of. It seems like I am taking this move kicking and screaming. My friend told me yesterday when another one of her friends had to move away to Ohio, she simply didn't answer the door when the movers came. Just couldn't. That's how I feel too. I. Just. Don't. Want. To. Leave. I. Just. Don't. Want. To. Leave.I. Just. Don't. Want. To. Leave. And the emotion is exhausting.
Last week, after a TalkingOnThePhoneMeltdown, I came in the house to find Kami doing her homework. Plugging away. I said to her, "Kami how are you doing this? How are you so strong?" And she looked me in the eye and said,
"I want the best for my dad."
That was it.
7 simple words .
And faith like a child.
Pray I can be stronger.
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