At long last. Whew. I feel like I have been going non-stop for a month.
And I just NOW sat down. 24 X 31 hours later....
I get frustrated when I am soooo busy, feeling pulled, not being on top of things...
feeling like every moment is worth a thousand bucks. What am I going to do with that moment?
....but I wouldn't want to be doing anything else than what I have been doing.
I am happy busy. Crazy, yes. Wondering if this is the true meaning of life. Yes.
But knowing that this is a phase that I will look fondly back to one day.
Planning birthday parties. Coordinating stuff. Helping with homework.
Emphasis on the WORK. Solving puberty problems. Staying up late. Getting up early.
Feeding the herds. Tending to people. Praying my heart out for it's the only way I can make it through each day. Playing a little tennis in between. And spelling words. Lots of em. All with Tom out of town or busy with basketball much of the time.
You know. You are living it too.
There is a time in the not so distant future when I will miss the business the craziness the happiness that comes with taking care of my precious family.
And here are some of our happy/busy/crazy/busy/happy times over the last month that include a birthday party, a homecoming parade, family photos, and mudnight at our church .
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