
Believe me, I have no shortage of ways that He has taken up my slack and watched out for me. I can be pretty much a walking disaster at times, if not for His amazing mercy and grace. Seriously.
He has given me unmerited mercy by helping me with stuff, both big and small. For example-
Big: He pulled me out the dark and frightening corner of fear and worry that I had worked myself into a few years back.
Little: He helps me find my keys everyday. I am serious about that.
The one I want to talk about today is a pretty big one that has occurred over the last few days.
It has to do with that maddening, orange sphere called a basketball.
More specifically, game day in the basketball arena.
As I was driving to the ORU vs. TU game a few days back, I began to feel that familiar gush of adrenaline that does wacky things to my heart, head and bowels. It is unbelievably unpleasant and if the game is a big one, can truly feel like an out-of-body experience.
And then I asked myself, WHY? Why is this happening to me?
I told myself....
We are driving to the game.
Nothing is even happening at the moment!
Why do you feel like you are a squirrel staring down a Mack Truck?
And then it hit me.
Pavlov.
I am a Pavlov dog. Show me a basketball game: my body responds (and not by drooling.)
It was at that moment that I began a sincere and desperate plea to God to help me handle these games with more poise and spiritual maturity... with the peace that passeth understanding. I had a few friends pray. I thought about this verse:
You will keep in perfect peace
him whose mind is steadfast,
because he trusts in you. Isaiah 26:3
And then... my friends, his mercy came like a wave.
Two games down, absolutely no anxiety.
None.
Zilch.
Nada.
And that... that... was a major mercy. It was NOT of myself. He provided peace and assurance for me throughout those 2 games!
Check on me again on Tuesday when we play Louisiana-Lafayette at Louisiana-Lafayette.
and then again next week when we play Missouri at Missouri.
and how about in December when we play none other than the number 1 team in the land, North Carolina. AT North Carolina.
I could certainly use your prayers and more of His Daily Mercies.
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